Recently, my school opened a extra-class for senior students. We must comply a hard-busy schedule from 5PM to 9PM with such a bored subject ~_~. I'm have been joining in this about a month. To be honest, this is really really exhausted!! I was very tired and I'm don't ever think that I'll feels discouraged too soon like that while my health is thing I am always proud.

I do not sure that I was too serious to thinking 'bout education even that is become terribled. Either I'm a weirdo or my classmates seems languidly. They have no respect for studies. They's worst!! Cheating teacher to get such a nice point??? For what?? Would their points compensated for their empty brain??

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My mom is the most precious to me. She just got a accident last week. Both legs was injured and she must carry crutch for a while. She said when she was be treated in the hospital, she was cried alot. Not because the pain but because she felt pity for herself. But there is nothing for me to say. I was so scared to see her tears.

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Today, I has got mad with "my dear-noisy-annoyed classmates". Peoples look at me like they just saw such a strange thing, the "thing" that I never done before. I'm yelled!! I'm shouted in the silent!! Angry enough to puke blood. Why did they haven't notice that they was so bad to me, to everyone else, who was tried too much to become better??? I bet that they'll never ever think 'bout that. So they's WORST!!!!

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"If I'm not going to work, we'll become poor quickly" my mom joking when I said her must take a time to rest her wounded. Mom said she have a mission today, which can't be neglect. So she going to work with her injured legs without saying me when she'll comeback. While I was in school she's go back home but not has the key-house. I'm cried when see she are waiting for me in the outside with her swelled legs and the pained face. How I can hold back?? She's the most precious to me, the only reason in my life can give me the strength. I'm felt so useless cause I can't protect her. I was too late...


I love you more than I can say, mother.

This world is never, never become fair ~~~~~








But this is the greatest thing I must go through to live.